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Inertia, mental exhaustion and a whole lot of blab
I have been in a state of inertia of late. Some many things to do; lose weight, unpack boxes, buy bookshelf,clear out car, blog, clean computer.......all these have accumulated from so many months ago and I just cannot find the motivation to start. One word describes it all. LAZY.
Recently, I managed to get a wake up call. Think it came from God. I think he is telling me to get my life in order or I will be buried in my crap soon. And somehow, I managed to find the energy to get things done........for one day. After that, I have become mentally exhausted. The system has rusted so badly over the months that all that effort has made me tired. It is like trying to exercise after so long and you will feel exhaustion in the first few days. Preservere and you will hit your second wind. I have to endure. Thank goodness the weekend is coming. I can recuperate and go on fighting the lazy bug.
This inertia has affected quite a lot of areas of my life; my work, my home, my finances.. I am losing ground in my work place and I must really wake up in order to regain my footing. I have many plans in mind....but what good is a brilliant plan if you do not take action?
So my new year's resolution (I know it is a bit late for that but better late than never) is to break out of my inertia and get to it. Time waits for no man. I have lost a lot of time and I cannot regain it back. I cannot look back now and regret. i have to look forward and plan for the future. My future. Little Bub's future. I must become the man with the plan....and take action. So help me, God.
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